I won't say that i HATE dentists cuz well, they're fellow humans like us trying to make a living and perhaps even have embarked upon a noble cause for all you know. HOWEVER, I do not and will not like the dentist drill, ever!
So it was decided that I go for a very "routine" checkup since I will be living in Iran Inshallah and might not return for a year, and Indian doctors are the best around..blah blah. After the checkup, I was told i have cavities in almost all of my teeth and desperately need filling! Today, on my first actual dentist appointment, I got 3 cavities filled and one molar partially done. THAT, was bad! The doc had to inject me twice and still the numbness didn't act on my molar tooth (which has a very deep cavity). She was pretty baffled since half of my mouth was numb but the bothersome molar tooth wasn't! I might need a root canal on it tomorrow morning :( The numbness has just worn off but that particular tooth hurts :( I really don't like pain. I do everything i can to avoid it. Not a masochist you know. Moreover, all this action today was just one quarter of the work that needs to be done.
It's just stressing me out and I'm really in no mood of handling new stress. I just feel as if Allah isn't listening to me. Like He's not as close to me. I know i know, my own fault. But still, i desperately need His help now. I really need a super heart and mind change right now. And only Allah SWT can do that. I just feel tired. I feel like my fuel tank is over in FarmVille and I have to do all the ploughing, seeding and harvesting manually. (I was once a facebook farmer.)
Anywho. I'm just not a fan of visiting the dentist's clinic. Especially just days before I'm leaving the country and my beloved family for the very first time, for a very long time.
So it was decided that I go for a very "routine" checkup since I will be living in Iran Inshallah and might not return for a year, and Indian doctors are the best around..blah blah. After the checkup, I was told i have cavities in almost all of my teeth and desperately need filling! Today, on my first actual dentist appointment, I got 3 cavities filled and one molar partially done. THAT, was bad! The doc had to inject me twice and still the numbness didn't act on my molar tooth (which has a very deep cavity). She was pretty baffled since half of my mouth was numb but the bothersome molar tooth wasn't! I might need a root canal on it tomorrow morning :( The numbness has just worn off but that particular tooth hurts :( I really don't like pain. I do everything i can to avoid it. Not a masochist you know. Moreover, all this action today was just one quarter of the work that needs to be done.
It's just stressing me out and I'm really in no mood of handling new stress. I just feel as if Allah isn't listening to me. Like He's not as close to me. I know i know, my own fault. But still, i desperately need His help now. I really need a super heart and mind change right now. And only Allah SWT can do that. I just feel tired. I feel like my fuel tank is over in FarmVille and I have to do all the ploughing, seeding and harvesting manually. (I was once a facebook farmer.)
Anywho. I'm just not a fan of visiting the dentist's clinic. Especially just days before I'm leaving the country and my beloved family for the very first time, for a very long time.
Aww :( I absolutely love going to the dentist, but that's usually because I just get my teeth polished/cleaned so it's sort of painless and I come out of the dentist's with a pretty smile :D
ReplyDeletehmm...I never like to go to dentist too...but one of my niece really likes dentist and she always even force her mother to take her to a dentist though her teeth are complet beauty.
ReplyDeletehmmm....nice post by the way !
I know, nobody can say they like their visit to the dentist. But what's great is that you are going to leave with all your teeth done, so less stress once you are in Iran.
ReplyDeleteKeeping you in my prayers as I know teeth pains are hard to support. May God be by your side and gives you patience in this situation.
I think i would love going to the dentist once all my tooth aches are over. I'll then have shiny smiley teeth. Till then, bleh.
ReplyDeleteMarieHarmony- JazakAllah so much for your prayers and kind words. They really mean a lot! :)) <3