Dental pain is definitely something to avoid!

I, sadly learnt this the hard way. Besides it being wayyy too expensive it can be really painful. I have a total of 16 cavities which need to be filled. Yup, sixteen! During the first sitting I got a glimpse of how it was going to hurt, so the dentist herself suggested injecting me with anaesthesia in the gums. I agreed, but alas, even after injecting two doses, my lower right molars refused to be numbed, so I had to get them filled without anaesthesia. I wish it were that simple. But, some of my cavities run realllyy deep and drilling my teeth that deep gets them in contact with the nerves. And you know how painful it can be once ANYTHING touches the nerves of your teeth. During the first 2-3 sittings I was still okay with that much amount of pain. But today, was like...the worst! My upper left molars have the deepest cavities which basically made my time on the dentist chair a real torture. I was almost about to cry sitting there but I held it in. Seriously, the worst physical pain I've experienced in my life. To think that there are more painful things than this in life, sends shivers down my spine. What's more is that now the temporary cement has come off of one side and any contact with air, water or food around that area just sends an alarm ringing in my body. I will have to go to the dentist first thing in the morning and get it sorted out. Alas, I still have around two sittings left and the possibility of a root canal.

Now, the purpose of my whiny rant is that I want to give out a social message. People, lovely beautiful people. Take care of your teeth. Have regular checks to the dentist. If you notice any spot(s), they're probably decay and it will be much easier to fill in a small spot rather than wait for it to become grand and then endure root canal (or a very painful deep cavity filling, as in my case). Love your teeth, people. Brush at least 2 times a day.

If you're wondering how I let my dental case get as far as 16 cavities, well this too is partially interesting. I, my friends, brush my teeth no less than five times a day. Yup, five! MY fault was both genetic and a bit of naivete. I have low calcium levels in my body- (Genetic) which probably helps Mr. Satanic Cavities to catch on pretty fast. And, I did see grey coloured stuff on some teeth but I though, "Hey, not everybody has pearly teeth!" and used Pepsodent Whitening Gel ever more ferociously. (Naivete).

So, that is my story of dental pain which hasn't yet come to an end. Ya Allah please, let this end soon :( Ameen.

Iran developments. I got my tickets today, Alhamdulillah.

I do feel nervous, and anxious.

Today was amazing though. I visited a psychiatrist's office (my grand mother is facing sleep disorders) and this re-kindled my long time interest in the psychological practice. The doctor, Mashallah, was such a kind person. I learned quite a lot just listening to the way he listened and responded to my grand mum. It just seems like such a wonderful job- to help someone; which was probably the first thing that drove me towards it. He also gave me some pointers and advised me to appear for some exams once I return from Iran, which will enable me to work as a counseling psychologist anywhere. Inshallah, I will. I am now even more determined to come back and complete my Masters degree. I am totally lusting after the internship opportunities.

Okay, I realize this stuff is quite boring to read so I'm gonna stop. Inshallah I'll make way for more interesting stuff. Now, work awaits.

Khudahafiz and bonne nuit :)