It's been long that I needed to rant. And given the given situation, I have a lot to rant about, basically. So many things happend. Omg I really need to update my blog more often. A2, My deareast, crazy, psycho A2 leaves me here and goes gets married in some really weird country. She leaves when I'm on my ziyarat trip to Iraq. Meanwhile, A3, who had left for good, makes a freaky comeback. Me and her were having an internet chat relationship while she was gone. She knew about me leaving for Iraq and thus not (voluntarily) having internet connection for two weeks, and didn't want to tell me what she was upto. I reach khabgah at 2 a.m. and just go to bed. In the morning I wake up at 11 a.m. and go "poshte pardeh" - our lil clothes changing place to change- and when I get out and look at my bed I see A3 sitting there giving me a mean smile. I mean. I gasped. Loud. And then just started laughing. Completely crazy reaction all the while pointing at her saying, "What are you doing here!" then I hugged her twice. And i'm not a hugger. A2's a hugger. A big crazy hugger. She hugs me on Whatsapp too. So weird and unpredictable life is! A2 who I thought would stay with me forever (ok not really, but still) goes away and A3 who I knew woudn't come back, is here now! As much as I miss A2 i'm glad at least I have A3 with me.
The head of my dept is annoying me. Annoying is an understatement. She's given me unexplained amounts of stress. Omg. I control my evil thoughts when I see her. I'm almost at the end of my patience with her and the whole crazy "system."
I HAVE EXAMS! And as expected, I can't get myself to study. I have tafsir tomorrow and I have huge loads of work to get done on it.
I have a heap of other things to rant about, too. But later. I have to study to avoid an anxiety/depression/disillusionment breakdown.
Why don't I write happy posts on my blog, btw?
The head of my dept is annoying me. Annoying is an understatement. She's given me unexplained amounts of stress. Omg. I control my evil thoughts when I see her. I'm almost at the end of my patience with her and the whole crazy "system."
I HAVE EXAMS! And as expected, I can't get myself to study. I have tafsir tomorrow and I have huge loads of work to get done on it.
I have a heap of other things to rant about, too. But later. I have to study to avoid an anxiety/depression/disillusionment breakdown.
Why don't I write happy posts on my blog, btw?
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