Library love

I need to have more days at the library. I feel libraries are very positively energied places. Especially our library. Imagine just rows and rows of amazing, mind boggling volumes of books. I'm going to start going everyday inshallah to study and complete my research assignments. I have a mid term exam in two days and I haven't started studying for that. Yesterday I spent so much time at the library just reading. Was so good. And today I didn't study at all. Coz I had to go out and came back WALKING! Because I realised right after buying juice and cheese from a shop that I spent all the money I was carrying- which included cab money. Yeah. A twenty minute walk right in the 1pm sun. I did stop by two monto shops to look at some montos though. I came back and just slept.

So. The library. I want to visit more often. You know that feeling when your body wants something else but your soul wants something else? I was having that today. My body wanted to just rest while my mind was thinking about that ayah whose tafsir I wanted to look up. In the end, my body triumphed and I slept. But tomorrow inshallah I shall go to the library. So excited about my research assignments! Ima start studying at 3pm until 7pm when it closes. And at 7.15pm go for the free swim session at the gym. Reading and swimming. My two favorite things in the world. Looking at all those books just inspires you so much and makes you believe there is so much to do in life. So much to achieve. Makes you realise the purpose you actually joined the hawza for.

I'm behind on my nahw which makes me unhappy :( there are a few topics I don't like at all. Simply because they don't make any sense to me no matter how many times I go over it they don't seem important and I wonder why it has to even be there in the book. I have trouble solving the exercises coz all of it is in arabic and you need to know the meaning of a sentence to actually solve it and my arabic is crap. Hmphh. I need to buy a small handy night lamp so I can put it on at night and read up on my class work on my bed when I don't feel like sitting in the salon and studying. I can't believe I have back problems so early on in life. It started surprisingly severly enough this past few weeks. I'm waiting to go back home and have it checked. So I can't sit without leaning onto something. Inshallah khayr.

I'm going to put on my phone's flash light and read for my exam. Goodnight :)
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